Wednesday, July 11, 2007

When did I stop listening?

You know in life, you go through phases. Sometimes you know it all. Sometimes you're asking a lot of questions. Sometimes you're just arguing for the sake of arguing. And sometimes, you argue because you do know more. Sometimes you listen, and you ponder upon what you heard, so you learn. Sometimes, you stop listening and you start talking, and teaching or preaching?!
So it's been some time I haven't done the listening part. And, let's just say, I felt like my IQ is decreasing. I hate how I have to spend most of my time at work. I feel like, even though I do learn and get experience, however I really want to know about other things, and not just programming and databases and technology information!
I want to know why we itch. I want to know how cars work. I want to know how is moodiness related to our body. I want to travel. I want to believe again. I want to be interesting again. I want to help others. I want to make a difference. And I definitely don't want to die. Well, not before a 150 years or so!


  1. Lili,

    I officially say it: your words are an exact replication of mine! Mish ma32ool perhaps in the past life we lived in the same body (freaky)... bass seriously even the dont want to die thing.. i feel i want to live 600 years (like dunkan Mcloud in highlander) simply because there are many things to experience and learn! BTW i am travelling to spain in september, and trying to get Delirious into the mashroo3, wanna join?

  2. Highlander! hehehe, used to love this show! Hmm Spain, tempting, for how many days?