Friday, February 27, 2009

Colplay in UAE

Oh that does it, first Robbie Wiliams, then KORN then Iron Maiden, Now Andrea Bocelli on 27 March and Coldplay on 28 March? Am seriously pissed. I am very jealous and pissed at my own country. These events should've been happening all in Lebanon. We lost all this musical and cultural opportunities....

Who's next? Tori Amos and Norah Jones? Want me to go nuts?


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

A drink a day increases risk of cancer for women

(I had posh in mind when I wrote this, and every other women I know)

"A glass of wine each evening is enough to increase your risk of developing cancer, women are being warned. The risk goes up the more you drink, whether spirits, wine or beer, the data on over a million women suggests. Overall, alcohol is to blame for about 13% of breast, liver, rectum, mouth and throat cancers, the researchers say. "

Read full article here.

Hmm they sorta drink a lot though, don't they?

Monday, February 23, 2009

Just babbling... (probably a title used before)

I haven't written in a long time. I mean written, and not typed. Well maybe it's for the better, as I think too fast and my hand can't keep up. I end up making a lot of grammatical and vocabulary mistakes, luckily hidden by my lousy handwriting.

Becoming someone
I remember once I told someone, a virtual nickname back then, remember my name you will hear of it again in the future. I thought I'll be someone. Funny thing is.. I did become someone, didn't everyone? I always had a shaky definition for success. Is it money? Is it high degrees? Is it social rank? Is it a position at work?

My nephew
I love looking at my nephew. I love the fact that I described what his personality is going to be when he was still 5 or 6 months old. And now when he's a 18 months old everyone is coming to agree with me. I also said he's gonna be very tall, he was still a day old. And yes.. he is taller than his age.

I wonder about having a kid of my own one day. Big tummy. Me? Wow. An idea so far from happening, I smile when I think of myself as a mother. I like mothers who fully understand what being a mother is. Sometimes I feel sad for the reason that some women believe it is not something of a big deal and a billion other women has gone through it before. This is the impression I get. But no. Enjoy every moment. It is a beautiful thing. It is. Don't let anyone convince you in taking it for granted.

*sigh* I want to be as honest as I can on this stupid blog. I always write something and then I backspace it. Most readers know me in real and I don't trust people in general. Don't be offended. It's just people don't know any better sometimes, they think they're doing you good and then they end up ruining things. No one wants to hurt me that's for sure. 'Coz I have a tazer gun and I'll taze their ass with it if they do.

Existential question
Why the fuck do I blog? Why am I blogger? How did I become one?... I know I know. It's like a bloggy contract, something I get back to and say to myself, this is how you used to think and this is how you looked at things.

Ok you can wake up now and close this window, or tab ...

Friday, February 20, 2009

WH Days

Workaholic days scare me... I scare myself.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009


Over time, I found myself falling in love with Eric. Alan certainly wasn't blind to this, so we all got together to discuss it.

The article I have two husbands: A Polygamist's diary is about a woman who ended up married to guy, in love with another guy who is married to another woman, and I didn't get how the 3rd woman fits in the equation, and they all live together!

I do try to keep an open mind in these cases, for me no, but I am pro not following blindly the traditions... So I still am interested in understanding the HOW...

So... How? It's a bit weird. It's hard enough to have two people agree, share finances, share a house, have dreams with, build a family, invest in a life... how about 5 persons? She said it's not about sex, it's about love. Maybe that's friendship? I don't know.. Am a bit puzzled. Thoughts?

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Irony or Foolishness

I'm not sure if this is ironic or just foolish of me. Hear this. Yesterday, I was parking my car so I can go to my spanish course. A little boy comes up to me and tries to sell me Yanassib. I usually don't buy lottery or yanassib. But I always tend to converse with these people and try to know more about them. Although he was the one to open a discussion. Telling me, after I immediately refused to buy one, that all this money is going for his learning. Inspector gadget of me, I investigated with him, and asked him what he's learning, 2 minutes later I was able to come to the conclusion that he's not going to school, and me acting like a smart ass, I finally told him that I will buy it, but I know he's not getting any education, and that I really wish he does get an education one day. I gave him a 5000LL, he told me, this costs 10000LL, so I said, ok give me half of it, he gave
me a said face, I insisted. And then I left all proud of myself that I was sorta able to say No.

Hmmm, you do know that the whole Yanassib paper costs 5000LL and not 10000LL? Ok the uneducated him knows it, but I didn't. So I feel like a fool right now. But am sure gonna search for him on Monday and taze him with my gun! Ok for sure I won't, I am too fucking peaceful... I will just look for him and preach him a bit.. bleh...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Count to 10 000

I don't know why I always have this urge, this need, to prove to
delusional persons that they're delusional. I know the whole equation
doesn't sum up. They're delusional? How can they listen to logic
anyway. What pisses me off the most is me wanting to show how
delusional those people are in front of others, not all the time, but
only when this delusional person starts getting on my nerves and
starts bugging other people including myself. Do we shut up? Do we
stay quiet and not show this person where he's going wrong? Especially
when some fools congratulate them? Argh! I am so mad.

Breathe in... breathe out... count to 10 000... might actually calm down.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Spending is an art

From my modest experience of earning my own money since I was 19,
which sums to a little bit more than 9 years, I have come to realise
that money is a feeling and never about how much it really is. It only
matters what you do with it and how you do it.

Right na!

Who would've thought that it would feel like summer on a Friday in February?
Who would've thought that the most persnickety person I know would
fall in love with me?
Who would've thought that I would sing AKon's "Right now now now"
along with someone in the car?

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Monday, February 02, 2009

Global Warming Impact on Clothing Trend

Is it me or is Global Warming really affecting the way women are
dressing these days. Now that the winter in Lebanon is no longer as
cold as it used to be, if you have noticed, sweaters now are no longer
long-sleeved but short sleeved!