Ahhh the beauty of messy-ups! The various, the creative, the horrible messed-up some persons can be.
I know I am, do you?
Same as there are the semestrial exams at schools, and the midterms and finals in universities and such, I have my own... trimestrial or monthly (it depends) test, verification, examination, check-up, whatever you want to call it.
And I love it, it's a long process, always accompanied with depression, anger, frustration, tension, pressure, rudeness, self-consciousness, insecurity, vulnerability, susceptibility, concentration and lack of concentration, confusion... nevertheless and never failed me till now, it always ends with inspiration, clarity, assurity and confidence.
It doesn't last long, before the next exam is due. But am bound to graduate some time, right?
So long suckerzzzzzzzz!